Summary
Having a secret crush is just like drinking a bottle of hard liquor. You clearly know that it will make you light-headed, lose your cool and suffer. Yet, just like a moth flying into flames, you went for the pain knowingly. “You stop right after having a sip of it, but as for me… I’m drunk in love.” However, there’s always a day when you finally sober up after being drunk. This is a story about doing everything possible just to continue having a secret crush and learning to love someone.
- Chap 124 December 23, 2023
- Chap 123 December 13, 2023
- Chap 122 December 8, 2023
- Chap 121 November 10, 2023
- Chap 120 March 23, 2023
- Chap 119 March 23, 2023
- Chap 118 March 23, 2023
- Chap 117 March 23, 2023
- Chap 116 March 23, 2023
- Chap 115 February 16, 2023
- Chap 114 February 16, 2023
- Chap 113 February 16, 2023
- Chap 112 February 16, 2023
- Chap 111 February 16, 2023
- Chap 110 January 17, 2023
- Chap 109 January 17, 2023
- Chap 108 January 17, 2023
- Chap 107 January 17, 2023
- Chap 106 January 17, 2023
- Chap 105 December 21, 2022
- Chap 104 December 21, 2022
- Chap 103 December 21, 2022
- Chap 102 December 21, 2022
- Chap 101 December 21, 2022
- Chap 100 November 30, 2022
- Chap 99 November 30, 2022
- Chap 98 November 30, 2022
- Chap 97 November 30, 2022
- Chap 96 November 30, 2022
- Chap 95 November 9, 2022
- Chap 94 November 9, 2022
- Chap 93 November 9, 2022
- Chap 92 November 9, 2022
- Chap 91 November 9, 2022
- Chap 90 October 19, 2022
- Chap 89 October 19, 2022
- Chap 88 October 19, 2022
- Chap 87 October 19, 2022
- Chap 86 October 19, 2022
- Chap 85 September 13, 2022
- Chap 84 September 13, 2022
- Chap 83 September 13, 2022
- Chap 82 September 13, 2022
- Chap 81 September 13, 2022
- Chap 80 August 11, 2022
- Chap 79 August 11, 2022
- Chap 78 August 11, 2022
- Chap 77 August 11, 2022
- Chap 76 August 11, 2022
- Chap 75 July 6, 2022
- Chap 74 July 6, 2022
- Chap 73 July 6, 2022
- Chap 72 July 6, 2022
- Chap 71 July 6, 2022
- Chap 70 May 16, 2022
- Chap 69 May 16, 2022
- Chap 68 May 16, 2022
- Chap 67 May 16, 2022
- Chap 66 May 16, 2022
- Chap 65 May 18, 2022
- Chap 64 March 2, 2022
- Chap 63 March 2, 2022
- Chap 62 March 2, 2022
- Chap 61 March 2, 2022
- Chap 60 February 8, 2022
- Chap 59 February 8, 2022
- Chap 58 February 8, 2022
- Chap 57 February 8, 2022
- Chap 56 February 8, 2022
- Chap 55.5 - Season 2 Announcement January 7, 2022
- Chap 55 January 7, 2022
- Chap 54 January 7, 2022
- Chap 53 January 7, 2022
- Chap 52 January 7, 2022
- Chap 51 January 7, 2022
- Chap 50 December 9, 2021
- Chap 49 December 9, 2021
- Chap 48 December 9, 2021
- Chap 47 December 9, 2021
- Chap 46 December 9, 2021
- Chap 45 November 18, 2021
- Chap 44 November 18, 2021
- Chap 43 November 18, 2021
- Chap 42 November 18, 2021
- Chap 41 November 18, 2021
- Chap 40 October 12, 2021
- Chap 39 October 12, 2021
- Chap 38 October 12, 2021
- Chap 37 October 12, 2021
- Chap 36 October 12, 2021
- Chap 35 September 13, 2021
- Chap 34 September 13, 2021
- Chap 33 September 13, 2021
- Chap 32 September 13, 2021
- Chap 31 September 13, 2021
- Chap 30 August 12, 2021
- Chap 29 August 12, 2021
- Chap 28 August 12, 2021
- Chap 27 August 12, 2021
- Chap 26 August 12, 2021
- Chap 25 July 8, 2021
- Chap 24 July 8, 2021
- Chap 23 July 8, 2021
- Chap 22 July 8, 2021
- Chap 21 July 8, 2021
- Chap 20 June 9, 2021
- Chap 19 June 9, 2021
- Chap 18 June 9, 2021
- Chap 17 June 9, 2021
- Chap 16 June 9, 2021
- Chap 15 June 9, 2021
- Chap 14 June 9, 2021
- Chap 13 June 9, 2021
- Chap 12 June 9, 2021
- Chap 11 June 9, 2021
- Chap 10 May 4, 2021
- Chap 9 May 4, 2021
- Chap 8 May 4, 2021
- Chap 7 May 4, 2021
- Chap 6 May 4, 2021
- Chap 5 April 8, 2021
- Chap 4 April 8, 2021
- Chap 3 April 8, 2021
- Chap 2 April 8, 2021
- Chap 1 April 8, 2021
- Chap 0 April 8, 2021
ceisho
thank you for the comments to remind me againthat this is fiction. bcs i always get hyper fixated and tbh i always love it when im reminded cuz im really feel seen♡
Nessie
What u must not do in a relationship and what not to do to ur lover…A helpful guide…
Muslim Light
@HuaLians Daughter FR
HuaLians Daughter
Great art, sh*t history
Anime girl123
Please update next chapter
A1
The novel was beautiful I read several times… at first it was boring the character of uk I didn’t like it after that when he appreciated himself and gave himself meaning and decided to change I loved it I like this type of story I don’t like the defeatist character
HsNiahavnzjsbansbs
Does anyone know where I can read the raws for free?
Jimmymooon
Thank you for the update
Mai
Yes, ms. Archess’s comment is exactly what I think about this author and her works. This type of drama cliche used so be very famous and well-accepted by many readers in China and other Asian countries at the time the novels were released, since lots of young girls there like to witness the scene that how those bastards semes realized their terrible faults after being finally rejected by ukes and must head over heels chased after the ukes at take them back at all costs, bc in the end they (ukes) were the ones that they (semes) loves the most, but they just took it for granted . Although the novels were drawing a very toxic definition of love, just like you said, I hope the readers can tell the fiction and reality apart
Archess
Well… Having read 5 novels now out of 10 by Shui Qiancheng I can say one thing: all these novels are crap! Lol
Yes I know, we all like a little dose of toxicity ( as long as it stays fiction) but this author must have some psychological problems lol…Really.
From what I could understand all these novels grouped in the 188 Boys group series follow the same pattern:
– Semes are all 188cm tall. They are extremely handsome, rich, admired.
– They are all bastards. Obsessive, possessive, violent, psychologically and physically abusive, cheater, liar, arrogant…and so on
– Ukes are madly in love with their bastards. To the point of dedicating their first time to them…if they are not raped lol. They live enormous troubles and sufferings because of the semes, they meet other perfect men but they stay faithful and devoted to their torturers.
Then comes the moment when they make us believe that they have become conscious…. to finally fall in love with their “repentant” semes again.
In short… Shui Qiancheng is a toxic author who distorts the meaning of love itself and I hope that the young girls or women who read it have a good emotional and mental balance. This is just fiction.
Jennalays
Yes thank you so much
Jyt7386
Updates ?
Jennalays
Please keep updating this !! Please do drop it
Soltanaray
It is called years of intoxication.
AyumuAi
You know what? I was annoyed in the begining because of the characters but realizing that this is a shared univers story and that Gu Qing Pei is the same one from Beloved Enemy after seeing Yuan Yang aswell now I know what kind of ride I am in for XD although I feel like even Yuan Yang is a tiny tiny bit better (except the begining, I choose to forget that) than Juhan, at least he does’t sleep with other people…
estrella
cant wait for update ><
Jhilik
The novel name is ‘years of intoxication’
Deroro7
Does anyone know what is the novel name..?? I’m dying to read it
booknerd10
Does anyone know if this is based off of a novel?
Foof
Pleas Please update😭
Pies
When will this update ?
Please update fast
I’m dying to know what happens
But i sort of wish he gu will find someone else who would actually cherish him