Sweet Desire! The Cold Lord God, Who Can Tease, Coax, and Act Coquettish. - Chap 137

I can’t decide, but I always go to the present. Past is past. And it should leave as that as a beautiful dream. That’s why I never like and love in this life , because what if I already live my previous life happily? And I don’t want to live another lifetime after this. Whether I’m happy and unhappy in my previous life, the choice right now is to stop. Just like reading MANHWA, novel, etc, and falling in love to several ML.. that kind of feeling is so addictive and I lose in the process. And reading the ending or nearing the end of story feels like dying … I couldn’t and I’m reluctant to part, and I’m longing to live beautifully, beautiful story and meaningful purpose. This chapter is a definition of inner struggle right now