@NitaNote — Nope. He sincerely loved Yanyan from the start. He just doesn’t know how to properly express love. The reason he covers Yanyayn’s eyes whenever they papapa is because he physically feel pain whenever he sees the emotions in the shu’s eyes. He had severe trauma about his mother. The reason he kept looking at the photos in the photo album is because it was the last memory of his mother. His mom loved taking their photos when they were young. Yanyan was never a substitute in the first place. The clothes he give Yanyan was the line of clothes his mother loved. He specifically requested all that for Yanyan because he wants all the best for him. It’s the childhood friend that’s delulu. He kept ordering the same clothes. In He Yang’s eyes, Yanyan never looked like his childhood friend.
Even though He Yang not the one who hangup the phone at incident time. He still guilty to not protect and believe him. He also make Tan Yan feel as substitute by not make their relationship clearly.
Moody_reader
So instead of a substitute for the fake white lotus, he’s a substitute for his mom…? Smh I think I’d have preferred the formerš
CharlotChristina
Someone had said it!!! Thank you.
ablurinthewind
@NitaNote — Nope. He sincerely loved Yanyan from the start. He just doesn’t know how to properly express love. The reason he covers Yanyayn’s eyes whenever they papapa is because he physically feel pain whenever he sees the emotions in the shu’s eyes. He had severe trauma about his mother. The reason he kept looking at the photos in the photo album is because it was the last memory of his mother. His mom loved taking their photos when they were young. Yanyan was never a substitute in the first place. The clothes he give Yanyan was the line of clothes his mother loved. He specifically requested all that for Yanyan because he wants all the best for him. It’s the childhood friend that’s delulu. He kept ordering the same clothes. In He Yang’s eyes, Yanyan never looked like his childhood friend.
NitaNote
Even though He Yang not the one who hangup the phone at incident time. He still guilty to not protect and believe him. He also make Tan Yan feel as substitute by not make their relationship clearly.