Summary
Having a secret crush is just like drinking a bottle of hard liquor. You clearly know that it will make you light-headed, lose your cool and suffer. Yet, just like a moth flying into flames, you went for the pain knowingly. “You stop right after having a sip of it, but as for me… I’m drunk in love.” However, there’s always a day when you finally sober up after being drunk. This is a story about doing everything possible just to continue having a secret crush and learning to love someone.
- Chap 124 December 23, 2023
- Chap 123 December 13, 2023
- Chap 122 December 8, 2023
- Chap 121 November 10, 2023
- Chap 120 November 3, 2023
- Chap 119 October 27, 2023
- Chap 118 October 11, 2023
- Chap 117 September 9, 2023
- Chap 116 August 26, 2023
- Chap 115 August 15, 2023
- Chap 114 August 2, 2023
- Chap 113 July 26, 2023
- Chap 112 July 18, 2023
- Chap 111 July 12, 2023
- Chap 110 July 4, 2023
- Chap 109 June 27, 2023
- Chap 108 June 11, 2023
- Chap 107 June 6, 2023
- Chap 106 May 30, 2023
- Chap 105 May 25, 2023
- Chap 104 May 14, 2023
- Chap 103 May 7, 2023
- Chap 102 April 23, 2023
- Chap 101 April 9, 2023
- Chap 100 March 31, 2023
- Chap 99 March 17, 2023
- Chap 98 March 10, 2023
- Chap 97 March 4, 2023
- Chap 96 February 26, 2023
- Chap 95 February 18, 2023
- Chap 94 February 9, 2023
- Chap 93 February 5, 2023
- Chap 92 January 22, 2023
- Chap 91 January 16, 2023
- Chap 90 December 25, 2022
- Chap 89 December 23, 2022
- Chap 88 December 21, 2022
- Chap 87 December 19, 2022
- Chap 86 December 18, 2022
- Chap 85 December 16, 2022
- Chap 84 December 14, 2022
- Chap 83 December 12, 2022
- Chap 82 December 11, 2022
- Chap 81 December 10, 2022
- Chap 80 December 9, 2022
- Chap 79 October 9, 2022
- Chap 78 October 8, 2022
- Chap 77 October 7, 2022
- Chap 76 October 5, 2022
- Chap 75 October 4, 2022
- Chap 74 October 3, 2022
- Chap 73 October 2, 2022
- Chap 72 October 1, 2022
- Chap 71 July 26, 2022
- Chap 70 July 25, 2022
- Chap 69 July 4, 2022
- Chap 68 July 3, 2022
- Chap 67 June 23, 2022
- Chap 66 June 9, 2022
- Chap 65 June 1, 2022
- Chap 64 May 23, 2022
- Chap 63 May 18, 2022
- Chap 62 May 8, 2022
- Chap 61 April 24, 2022
- Chap 60 April 15, 2022
- Chap 59 April 10, 2022
- Chap 58 April 1, 2022
- Chap 57 March 18, 2022
- Chap 56 March 18, 2022
- Chap 55.5 - Season 2 Announcement March 16, 2022
- Chap 55 - End Season 1 February 20, 2022
- Chap 54 February 10, 2022
- Chap 53 February 3, 2022
- Chap 52 January 30, 2022
- Chap 51 January 28, 2022
- Chap 50 January 23, 2022
- Chap 49 January 22, 2022
- Chap 48 December 27, 2021
- Chap 47 December 15, 2021
- Chap 46 - How could you break up with me? December 8, 2021
- Chap 45 December 1, 2021
- Chap 44 November 24, 2021
- Chap 43 November 21, 2021
- Chap 42 November 17, 2021
- Chap 41 November 14, 2021
- Chap 40 November 10, 2021
- Chap 39 November 7, 2021
- Chap 38 November 3, 2021
- Chap 37 October 29, 2021
- Chap 36 October 27, 2021
- Chap 35 October 22, 2021
- Chap 34 October 20, 2021
- Chap 33 - Why, Did You Do It On Purpose? August 27, 2021
- Chap 32 August 20, 2021
- Chap 31 August 11, 2021
- Chap 30 August 5, 2021
- Chap 29 July 28, 2021
- Chap 28 July 22, 2021
- Chap 27 July 15, 2021
- Chap 26 July 7, 2021
- Chap 25 June 30, 2021
- Chap 24 June 23, 2021
- Chap 23 June 10, 2021
- Chap 22 June 2, 2021
- Chap 21 May 27, 2021
- Chap 20 May 19, 2021
- Chap 19 May 12, 2021
- Chap 18 May 6, 2021
- Chap 17 April 28, 2021
- Chap 16 April 22, 2021
- Chap 15 April 15, 2021
- Chap 14 April 8, 2021
- Chap 13 April 3, 2021
- Chap 12 March 30, 2021
- Chap 11 March 22, 2021
- Chap 10 March 22, 2021
- Chap 9 March 22, 2021
- Chap 8 March 22, 2021
- Chap 7 February 3, 2023
- Chap 6 February 3, 2023
- Chap 5 February 3, 2023
- Chap 4 July 1, 2023
- Chap 3 July 1, 2023
- Chap 2 March 22, 2021
- Chap 1 July 1, 2023
- Chap 0 July 1, 2023
Nessie
What u must not do in a relationship and what not to do to ur lover…A helpful guide…
Muslim Light
@HuaLians Daughter FR
HuaLians Daughter
Great art, sh*t history
Anime girl123
Please update next chapter
A1
The novel was beautiful I read several times… at first it was boring the character of uk I didn’t like it after that when he appreciated himself and gave himself meaning and decided to change I loved it I like this type of story I don’t like the defeatist character
HsNiahavnzjsbansbs
Does anyone know where I can read the raws for free?
Jimmymooon
Thank you for the update
Mai
Yes, ms. Archess’s comment is exactly what I think about this author and her works. This type of drama cliche used so be very famous and well-accepted by many readers in China and other Asian countries at the time the novels were released, since lots of young girls there like to witness the scene that how those bastards semes realized their terrible faults after being finally rejected by ukes and must head over heels chased after the ukes at take them back at all costs, bc in the end they (ukes) were the ones that they (semes) loves the most, but they just took it for granted . Although the novels were drawing a very toxic definition of love, just like you said, I hope the readers can tell the fiction and reality apart
Archess
Well… Having read 5 novels now out of 10 by Shui Qiancheng I can say one thing: all these novels are crap! Lol
Yes I know, we all like a little dose of toxicity ( as long as it stays fiction) but this author must have some psychological problems lol…Really.
From what I could understand all these novels grouped in the 188 Boys group series follow the same pattern:
– Semes are all 188cm tall. They are extremely handsome, rich, admired.
– They are all bastards. Obsessive, possessive, violent, psychologically and physically abusive, cheater, liar, arrogant…and so on
– Ukes are madly in love with their bastards. To the point of dedicating their first time to them…if they are not raped lol. They live enormous troubles and sufferings because of the semes, they meet other perfect men but they stay faithful and devoted to their torturers.
Then comes the moment when they make us believe that they have become conscious…. to finally fall in love with their “repentant” semes again.
In short… Shui Qiancheng is a toxic author who distorts the meaning of love itself and I hope that the young girls or women who read it have a good emotional and mental balance. This is just fiction.
Jennalays
Yes thank you so much
Jyt7386
Updates ?
Jennalays
Please keep updating this !! Please do drop it
Soltanaray
It is called years of intoxication.
AyumuAi
You know what? I was annoyed in the begining because of the characters but realizing that this is a shared univers story and that Gu Qing Pei is the same one from Beloved Enemy after seeing Yuan Yang aswell now I know what kind of ride I am in for XD although I feel like even Yuan Yang is a tiny tiny bit better (except the begining, I choose to forget that) than Juhan, at least he does’t sleep with other people…
estrella
cant wait for update ><
Jhilik
The novel name is ‘years of intoxication’
Deroro7
Does anyone know what is the novel name..?? I’m dying to read it
booknerd10
Does anyone know if this is based off of a novel?
Foof
Pleas Please update😭
Pies
When will this update ?
Please update fast
I’m dying to know what happens
But i sort of wish he gu will find someone else who would actually cherish him