Summary
Having a secret crush is just like drinking a bottle of hard liquor. You clearly know that it will make you light-headed, lose your cool and suffer. Yet, just like a moth flying into flames, you went for the pain knowingly. “You stop right after having a sip of it, but as for me… I’m drunk in love.” However, there’s always a day when you finally sober up after being drunk. This is a story about doing everything possible just to continue having a secret crush and learning to love someone.
Nessie
What u must not do in a relationship and what not to do to ur lover…A helpful guide…
Muslim Light
@HuaLians Daughter FR
HuaLians Daughter
Great art, sh*t history
Anime girl123
Please update next chapter
A1
The novel was beautiful I read several times… at first it was boring the character of uk I didn’t like it after that when he appreciated himself and gave himself meaning and decided to change I loved it I like this type of story I don’t like the defeatist character
HsNiahavnzjsbansbs
Does anyone know where I can read the raws for free?
Jimmymooon
Thank you for the update
Mai
Yes, ms. Archess’s comment is exactly what I think about this author and her works. This type of drama cliche used so be very famous and well-accepted by many readers in China and other Asian countries at the time the novels were released, since lots of young girls there like to witness the scene that how those bastards semes realized their terrible faults after being finally rejected by ukes and must head over heels chased after the ukes at take them back at all costs, bc in the end they (ukes) were the ones that they (semes) loves the most, but they just took it for granted . Although the novels were drawing a very toxic definition of love, just like you said, I hope the readers can tell the fiction and reality apart
Archess
Well… Having read 5 novels now out of 10 by Shui Qiancheng I can say one thing: all these novels are crap! Lol
Yes I know, we all like a little dose of toxicity ( as long as it stays fiction) but this author must have some psychological problems lol…Really.
From what I could understand all these novels grouped in the 188 Boys group series follow the same pattern:
– Semes are all 188cm tall. They are extremely handsome, rich, admired.
– They are all bastards. Obsessive, possessive, violent, psychologically and physically abusive, cheater, liar, arrogant…and so on
– Ukes are madly in love with their bastards. To the point of dedicating their first time to them…if they are not raped lol. They live enormous troubles and sufferings because of the semes, they meet other perfect men but they stay faithful and devoted to their torturers.
Then comes the moment when they make us believe that they have become conscious…. to finally fall in love with their “repentant” semes again.
In short… Shui Qiancheng is a toxic author who distorts the meaning of love itself and I hope that the young girls or women who read it have a good emotional and mental balance. This is just fiction.
Jennalays
Yes thank you so much
Jyt7386
Updates ?
Jennalays
Please keep updating this !! Please do drop it
Soltanaray
It is called years of intoxication.
AyumuAi
You know what? I was annoyed in the begining because of the characters but realizing that this is a shared univers story and that Gu Qing Pei is the same one from Beloved Enemy after seeing Yuan Yang aswell now I know what kind of ride I am in for XD although I feel like even Yuan Yang is a tiny tiny bit better (except the begining, I choose to forget that) than Juhan, at least he does’t sleep with other people…
estrella
cant wait for update ><
Jhilik
The novel name is ‘years of intoxication’
Deroro7
Does anyone know what is the novel name..?? I’m dying to read it
booknerd10
Does anyone know if this is based off of a novel?
Foof
Pleas Please update😭
Pies
When will this update ?
Please update fast
I’m dying to know what happens
But i sort of wish he gu will find someone else who would actually cherish him